I’m so fucking tired of being the second choice. Fuck him. I’m done with wanting what’s worst for me. I’m not an option only when you’re bored. I do not deserve to feel like this.
And now I’m so upset I can’t sleep. FUCK.
Weight-wise, this is around my goal and my start weight. I’m like 3 inches shorter than her, but my body frame is bigger.
I love seeing taller girls that accomplished getting healthy…sometimes I have to remind myself that at my height, “120” might not be realistic or a maintainable weight for me.